I am sorry for the loss of your dear loved one. I know this is a time of grief and this is a time to look for comfort, it is important not to bottle up your emotions but rather speak to a friend who will listen and reassure you that everything will be fine and the feeling you are having is common to many who have loss a loved one. The Bible reminds us: "A true friend shows love at all times, and is a brother who is born for times of distress" (Proverbs 17:17). The best friend a bereaved person can have is our Creator, Jehovah God. Pour out your heart to him in prayer because " he care for you" (1 Peter 5:7). He promises that all who do so will have their thoughts and feelings soothed by "the peace of God that surpasses all understanding" (Philippians 4:6,7).